parts have flown by and parts seem a little slower but overall, it
wont be too much longer until I'm home and thats insane. I am way
excited to see all of you again too and I love and miss you lots. I
always love getting emails and seeing how everyone is doing. I didn't
hear about Emme! That's so awesome! I'm sure that she is super excited
and that would be a really cool place to go! I think thats its funny
because every parent wants their child to stay in the states on their
mission and every child wants to go foreign. It was hard for me at the
beginning because I thought thatmy mission was below every other one
and when people would make jokes
about me going to "misery" instead of "Missouri" it always made me
feel bad. I hear other missionaries having crazy experiences and I
feel like mine can't compare but I have come to know that I was called
here for a reason and I still don't know exactly why but I know that I
just need to work hard and do my best and it will all work out. I'll
be honest, I still struggle to stay positive about my call sometimes
but then I just have to remember that even though others are in
another country, the work is still the same and we have the same
purpose. I wish that I could be learning Spanish but its hard when you
have served in an English area for almost 4 months (Ive only been out
9 months so thats almost 1/2 my mission that right there...). But I'll
just have to keep working on it and I still wont come as good as a lot
of my friends will be able to but I'll work on it after my mish too. I
really want to learn. Even when we do find people to teach in Spanish,
we have to refer them to the Spanish ward in our stake so that they can
have fellowships in that ward. It's rough.
S has been kinda struggling lately actually. We spent a lot of
time trying to visit and help him overcome his addictions this week
but he isn't making like any progress. He wont come to church or to
the ARP class because he gets embarrassed about it and we show up at
his house and he wont open the door or answer our calls but as soon as
we leave, he calls us and apologizes and wants us to help him. It's a
mess. We legit stood outside of his house ringing the doorbell and
pounding on the door for like 30 minutes before church because he said
he would come and we could hear him walking around and could smell him
smoking and he was just choosing not to answer it. So we are going to
take a little bit of a break from working with him and hopefully he
will recognize the absence of meeting with us and have the desire to
actually act on the things that we ask him to do and want to feel the
spirit again.
We helped an IR move into our ward this week though and that went
great! We had tons of people from the ward show up to help and had 4
companionships of elders come as well! We got it done super quick and
they are all set! They really appreciated it and we got a sweet text
from her cousin in Mexico thanking us and telling us all of these
sweet things! She still hasn't been able to come to church though
because she has stage 4 liver cancer and it just keeps getting worse.
She was in the hospital like all this week. Please keep her in your
prayers. She has 5 little girls and is terrified at what could happen.
She is so sweet!
We had an appointment with our Bishop on Saturday that went really
well! We talked about the missionary efforts in our ward and how we
can improve and work with the ward council to get these people
progressing towards making covenants, whether it be baptism or the
temple. We took some time to go through the ward roster and he helped
us to identify which ones would be good to go visit and gave us a
little background information about everyone. It was super helpful and
now we have lots of people that we can go work with! Plus, we all know
that less actives have a bunch of non member friends so thats the best
way to get work done.
We had lots of ups and downs this week but overall saw tons of
miracles and it was great! I loved the story that you shared about
Heidi having a rough day but at the end of the journal entry said that
it was a great day because so much in life depends on our attitude. We
are here on earth to be happy and have joy. Life gets hard and days
may seem dark and long but there is always a sunrise and a new day
with new beginnings. We may have trials but the atonement helps us to
see our true nature and comforts us through trials. We can get through
anything when we rely on the Savior. I think thats a good thing to
remember as we go into this week with Heidi's birthday and everything.
I love and miss her so much and I am grateful for her example to me.
Even though her passing was the hardest thing I've had to overcome, it
taught me lessons and I've become better from it. She was a great girl
and I hope to be as genuine and loving as she was.
It was so great to hear from you and I hope that everything gets
better with mom and Sophie's health! I hope that Jason will be happy
with whatever happens this week with BYU and I maybe ill actually get
an email from him??? I hope that you have fun in Utah and at the
Rodeo.
LUV YA LOTS
| There is this super sweet guy in our ward who LOVES ninja turtles and this is his bedroom. |